today was bad.

that's all i can say.

first,we had some history dictation thingy, which was not very promising.

then we had ORAL. which i am obviously going to fail.

after that, THE FORM notified me that i had to have a GRADE4 practical cert before i could join the O levels music thing. that, or a live audition plus a written examination.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?! i so regret backing out the last minute during my grade 4 practical. I COULD HAVE TAKEN AND PASSED IT!!!! and not go through some audition and a SELECTION EXAM.

i have sunken into the deepest depression of life.

someone help. i can cry.